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Monday, April 5, 2010


.never thought it'll take mo too long to notice a mistake on one of my past blog posts.....

.remember my blog post about my birthday? let me rephrase my first sentence...
.from this: ..it's such a shame that i'll be write a blog about this,too late!!
..to this...:.it's such a shame that i'll be writing a blog about this,too late!!

.oh and if you notice other corrections...inform me ok?

Monday, March 8, 2010

HAPPY(new song)

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by

So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy

I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
just can’t let go
just trying to play my role
slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re same
Just different faces
different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy

So when it turns that I can see???
This rope??
Don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground

I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy

I just wanna be
I just wanna be

February 26,2010

..it's such a shame that i'll be write a blog about this,too late!!

.but i guess it's still worthwhile,

..last February 26,

.i celebrated my 15th year alive.well it's not as sentimental as my fourteenth year but it's quite a challenge on how to make it still a "happy" birthday.........

..it started off quite as a usual day...

.of course my classmates greeting me....waiting for that "treat" thing.....the ex-kappaz[JERLYN,ANDRE,IMAH,YAN,INDLE,RHOMZ,ANA] giving me gift as a tradition[thanks by the way] and ANDRE giving me an unexpected gift.[LOVE YOU GIRL!]

..but further more...as the day started to run..things get a little more in a critical situation because of the craze about project submission....

.and to make my day a little more intense,

.surprisingly our english teacher gave as an activity about that silly impromptu speech...which really crushed me to the fullest since all the topics were really unexpected and they were all things i never thought she'd give....

..but not all nightmares end up as bad as it could.

..i was still lucky to get a praise from my teacher,it was quite a good gift.....

..and then

.later that afternoon, i was stucked in the presence of my friends, well however much i try to forget about it..i still have to go to that "treat" part...

....for that,we went at a fast food restaurant "jollibee" were we ate spagethi and burger......

.there my friends gave me birthday messages...

..i really can't remember them all but the thing that struck me the most is the never ending "lessen your childishness" thing.......every year, almost 3-5 persons tell me this...and this year, i'm not really counting, i think there was 3 or 4 persons?...well i just can't help it... "i'm only young once!" :]

..since we were already out of the school, we took this chance to finish our project "book Binding" and after that we went back to our school to pass it.,it was so dark since it's already night time.

and there i learned my first lesson as a 15 yrs. old girl.....ALL PUSSYCATS HAVE GLOW IN THE DARK EYES... :]..regards to the person who told me that!! [i'm such an ignorant!!]....

..after staying at the school for few minutes, of course we all went home.

.there i ate my birthday cake with my family.

..and the sad part is.......my mom went to all the bookstores in town and yet she can't still find the book i want for my birthday gift!!!...hmpft.

...but still...every door that closes leads to another open door.

.although they were days late for gift giving

..it's still heart warming for some of my classmates[JERLYN,AVERY,LEIZEL,ANGELO,P. D,and JADE]to give a personalized t-shirt!!...it's incredibly unexpected...i super love you guys!!!!!!i'll treasure the shirt all my life!!! ♥♥♥♥

..so that sums up my 15th february 26 here on earth!!!

Thursday, January 28, 2010


this day started quite boring for me..

..it was as if there is no room for climax......

.but i guess i got the turning point at our mapeh time....

...our gorgeous teacher gave us two different activities...

-the first one: to get an immunization for our coming quiz.

-and the second one to ease the peer tensions in our class, which i'm going to elaborate now.

.our teacher asked us to hug whoever we wanted to say thank you or sorry with..

.on my part...everything is quite nostalgic.

..there's a thing that really pulled my tears out..

Marijoe we've been friends since gradeschool but went on different cliques at highschool.

it's really heart warming when she came to me to give me a hug and then she suddenly burst out crying. everybody was like "why? what happened?" but it's all tears of longing for a good friend.though i don't have regrets for the things i've done or for the group i prioritize way back in the beginning of highschool life. but i hope we become closer now.

and i'd like to say thanks and sorry to the other persons who meant great importance to me... 

Andre,leizel....and the other ex-kappaz....

R.A,..J.P...and the other juanitos...


Friday, January 22, 2010

..new song

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I thought I saw a man brought to life
he was warm he came around like he was dignified
he showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
you don't seem to know - or seem to care what your heart s for
I don't know him anymore
there's nothing where he used to lie
my conversation has run dry
that's what's goin' on
nothing's fine
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed
into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late
I'm already torn

so I guess the fortune teller's right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
but you `crawled beneath my veins and now I don't care, I have
no luck
I don't miss it all that much
there's just so many things
that I can't touch
I'm torn
there's nothing where he used to lie
my inspiration has run dry
that's what's goin' on
nothing's right I'm torn...

..ahem.it's our FRI-DAY!!

..okay,so this is another late post...
.this event happened yesterday...but it's worth a post.

..every year our school launches an ALAY SA BELEN CONTEST where in the clas with the highest points get to be the ones to enjoy a whole day with no class..
....and as usual we won again.

..the day started off quite exhausting..with us including our teacher Ms.Fat running arround the covered court..followed by an excellent photoshoot of this shots:

..all are professionaly posed right?

..so while we were all busy taking pictures we were also busy making our lunch...
.while our other classmates spent time partying......

..next is the native inspired eating time...
.[we all love banana leaves]

..after eating..us juanitos enjoyed partying!!
....with our pj's on
.....look at how fun it was to dance on our sleeping wear

..and then we took a little break from partying,instead we had a little sentimental time with our adviser...
.last thursday,our teacher asked me to make class prophecy and another classmate[r.a]to make the class marks...
..those were read by two of my other classmates[uwee,yan2].
.whic drew smiles upon my classmates faces..and put up tears on ms.fat's eyes...
.this scenario is really unexpected since we're aware that our teacher is not the kind of person who'd cry that fast...
.but she did.....for the love of st.john!!!!

..okay..so that's our freeday!!

.i'm totally going to miss having freedays!!
..when we leave school..but still..we have one more year to win!!!!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010


.i'm too overwhelmed as of now...
..just opened my tweeter acount and was surprised that the author of the prophecy of the sisters..Michelle Zink, followed me and replied on my last tweet about how amazing her book was!!!haha!! i just could'nt move out of it!!

..she tweeted: MichelleZink @nAii26 So glad you enjoyed it, hon! <3

..i know it's quite of just a simple tweet but it's really touching that an author would reply to such anonymous tweet!!!

...and now,just to quite repay that kind act...let me tell you about the plot of her story:

the prophecy of the sisters is about two sisters that are going to find themselves stucked in the middle of a passed-through prophecy which involves a medallion, keys and contrasting roles for both sisters, Lia and Alice. the story also involves a boy, and a twist that is certain to make a difference on their lives.

the sister's awareness will start at the death of their father, the finding of an old weird book and the weird actions of one of them.

..this book consists of about, as of what i know four more sequels.

...try to read it, i'm sure you'll love it as well.