CORRECTION.

..gosh.
.never thought it'll take mo too long to notice a mistake on one of my past blog posts.....

.remember my blog post about my birthday? let me rephrase my first sentence...
.from this: ..it's such a shame that i'll be write a blog about this,too late!!
..to this...:.it's such a shame that i'll be writing a blog about this,too late!!


..haha!
.oh and if you notice other corrections...inform me ok?

HAPPY(new song)

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything
Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
just can’t let go
just trying to play my role
slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re same
Just different faces
different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by


So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So when it turns that I can see???
This rope??
Victim??
Don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy.

♥

February 26,2010

..it's such a shame that i'll be write a blog about this,too late!!

.but i guess it's still worthwhile,

..last February 26,

.i celebrated my 15th year alive.well it's not as sentimental as my fourteenth year but it's quite a challenge on how to make it still a "happy" birthday.........

..it started off quite as a usual day...

.of course my classmates greeting me....waiting for that "treat" thing.....the ex-kappaz[JERLYN,ANDRE,IMAH,YAN,INDLE,RHOMZ,ANA] giving me gift as a tradition[thanks by the way] and ANDRE giving me an unexpected gift.[LOVE YOU GIRL!]

..but further more...as the day started to run..things get a little more in a critical situation because of the craze about project submission....

.and to make my day a little more intense,

.surprisingly our english teacher gave as an activity about that silly impromptu speech...which really crushed me to the fullest since all the topics were really unexpected and they were all things i never thought she'd give....

..but not all nightmares end up as bad as it could.

..i was still lucky to get a praise from my teacher,it was quite a good gift.....

..and then

.later that afternoon, i was stucked in the presence of my friends, well however much i try to forget about it..i still have to go to that "treat" part...

....for that,we went at a fast food restaurant "jollibee" were we ate spagethi and burger......

.there my friends gave me birthday messages...

..i really can't remember them all but the thing that struck me the most is the never ending "lessen your childishness" thing.......every year, almost 3-5 persons tell me this...and this year, i'm not really counting, i think there was 3 or 4 persons?...well i just can't help it... "i'm only young once!" :]

..since we were already out of the school, we took this chance to finish our project "book Binding" and after that we went back to our school to pass it.,it was so dark since it's already night time.

and there i learned my first lesson as a 15 yrs. old girl.....ALL PUSSYCATS HAVE GLOW IN THE DARK EYES... :]..regards to the person who told me that!! [i'm such an ignorant!!]....

..after staying at the school for few minutes, of course we all went home.

.there i ate my birthday cake with my family.

..and the sad part is.......my mom went to all the bookstores in town and yet she can't still find the book i want for my birthday gift!!!...hmpft.

...but still...every door that closes leads to another open door.

.although they were days late for gift giving

..it's still heart warming for some of my classmates[JERLYN,AVERY,LEIZEL,ANGELO,P. D,and JADE]to give a personalized t-shirt!!...it's incredibly unexpected...i super love you guys!!!!!!i'll treasure the shirt all my life!!! ♥♥♥♥

..so that sums up my 15th february 26 here on earth!!!

I LOVE MY FRIENDS

this day started quite boring for me..

..it was as if there is no room for climax......

.but i guess i got the turning point at our mapeh time....

...our gorgeous teacher gave us two different activities...

-the first one: to get an immunization for our coming quiz.

-and the second one to ease the peer tensions in our class, which i'm going to elaborate now.

.our teacher asked us to hug whoever we wanted to say thank you or sorry with..

.on my part...everything is quite nostalgic.

..there's a thing that really pulled my tears out..

Marijoe we've been friends since gradeschool but went on different cliques at highschool.

it's really heart warming when she came to me to give me a hug and then she suddenly burst out crying. everybody was like "why? what happened?" but it's all tears of longing for a good friend.though i don't have regrets for the things i've done or for the group i prioritize way back in the beginning of highschool life. but i hope we become closer now.

and i'd like to say thanks and sorry to the other persons who meant great importance to me... 

Andre,leizel....and the other ex-kappaz....

R.A,..J.P...and the other juanitos...

LOVE YOU!!!

..new song

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I thought I saw a man brought to life
he was warm he came around like he was dignified
he showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
you don't seem to know - or seem to care what your heart s for
I don't know him anymore
there's nothing where he used to lie
my conversation has run dry
that's what's goin' on
nothing's fine
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed
into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late
I'm already torn

so I guess the fortune teller's right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
but you `crawled beneath my veins and now I don't care, I have
no luck
I don't miss it all that much
there's just so many things
that I can't touch
I'm torn
there's nothing where he used to lie
my inspiration has run dry
that's what's goin' on
nothing's right I'm torn...

..ahem.it's our FRI-DAY!!

..okay,so this is another late post...
.this event happened yesterday...but it's worth a post.

.so,
..every year our school launches an ALAY SA BELEN CONTEST where in the clas with the highest points get to be the ones to enjoy a whole day with no class..
....and as usual we won again.

..the day started off quite exhausting..with us including our teacher Ms.Fat running arround the covered court..followed by an excellent photoshoot of this shots:











..all are professionaly posed right?

..so while we were all busy taking pictures we were also busy making our lunch...
.while our other classmates spent time partying......





..next is the native inspired eating time...
.[we all love banana leaves]







..after eating..us juanitos enjoyed partying!!
.wOOOOOOH.....
....with our pj's on
.bOOOOOOH.....xD
.....look at how fun it was to dance on our sleeping wear







..and then we took a little break from partying,instead we had a little sentimental time with our adviser...
.last thursday,our teacher asked me to make class prophecy and another classmate[r.a]to make the class marks...
..those were read by two of my other classmates[uwee,yan2].
.whic drew smiles upon my classmates faces..and put up tears on ms.fat's eyes...
.this scenario is really unexpected since we're aware that our teacher is not the kind of person who'd cry that fast...
.but she did.....for the love of st.john!!!!


..okay..so that's our freeday!!

.i'm totally going to miss having freedays!!
..when we leave school..but still..we have one more year to win!!!!

..overwhelming!!!

..haha!!
.i'm too overwhelmed as of now...
..just opened my tweeter acount and was surprised that the author of the prophecy of the sisters..Michelle Zink, followed me and replied on my last tweet about how amazing her book was!!!haha!! i just could'nt move out of it!!

..she tweeted: MichelleZink @nAii26 So glad you enjoyed it, hon! <3


..i know it's quite of just a simple tweet but it's really touching that an author would reply to such anonymous tweet!!!

...and now,just to quite repay that kind act...let me tell you about the plot of her story:

the prophecy of the sisters is about two sisters that are going to find themselves stucked in the middle of a passed-through prophecy which involves a medallion, keys and contrasting roles for both sisters, Lia and Alice. the story also involves a boy, and a twist that is certain to make a difference on their lives.

the sister's awareness will start at the death of their father, the finding of an old weird book and the weird actions of one of them.

..this book consists of about, as of what i know four more sequels.




...try to read it, i'm sure you'll love it as well.

take another little piece of my heart-lyrics

Take Another Little Piece Of My Heart - Dusty Springfield

Didn't I make you feel
Like you were the only man?
Didn't I give you everything
A woman possibly can?

But with all the love I give you, it's never enough
I'm gonna show you baby that a woman can be tough
So come on, come on, come on, come on

(Take it)
Take another little piece of my heart, now baby
(Break it)
Break another little bit of my heart, now honey
(Have a)
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby
You know you've got it if it makes you feel good

Yeah, out on the street
(On the street)
And you know deep down in your heart
That ain't right
I know you never never hear me
When I cry at night

I tell myself that I can't stand the pain
But when you hold me in your arms I say it again
So come on come on, come on, come on and

(Take it)
Take another little piece of my heart, now baby
(Break it)
Break another little bit of my heart, now honey
You'd better have a
Have another little piece of my heart, now baby
You know you've got it if it makes you feel good

You'd better
(Take it)
Take another little bit of my heart, now baby
(Break it)
Take another little bit of my heart honey, now baby
You'd better
(Have a)
Have another little piece of my heart, now baby
You'd better, take it
Take another little bit of my heart, now baby

..christmas tree making?

..woooh!!
.i just arrived from school after putting my energy for a really large Christmas tree in our school....
..this is because the st.john A.K.A the tres juanitos or the most outstanding creatures in S.O.L.S had been selected to do the honors or most likely to be in the misery of bringing our Principal's dreams to life,
..at first it really seems hard but as we started it awhile ago it's actually quite fun..except for the sun of course!!

..we had been all busy tying plastic bags into the tree and the best part of it is having to go up a really tall stairs....though it's quite scary, it's really funny to hear your classmates or even yourself screming for help ["AaAAaHHh....!!!"; "just tell my parents that i love them!!!!!" "aHh! no!! don't move!! nOOOO!!!" or even "oh my god" in a really squeeky voice!!!!...xD]

..then after all the hard works we've put on it..
.we were all caught up with the music that the freshmen are playing....
..many were dancing, singing, laughing, running.....or even judging the dance that the freshmen is preparing for their projects!!!

...then,
.when we all decided that we all want to go home...our dearest principal made a little comment on our work...
..saying that "it's great if you're going to do this." (while demonstrating something using the garlands) and we were all like "yes sister" "that's great"...
...and we all calm down when she finally said "you can continue that tomorrow".................

..yup, there will be another tomorrow,
.and we're about to continue on the tallest part of the tree!!!!!!
..wish us luck...
.and hope none of us fall!!!!

..ME?

..hmpft.
...now i've realized how hard it is to become me,
.to become vienna..........

..first you'd have to master the essence of pretending.
-like being able to smile through tough times.
-then you'd have to stay with the persons you incredibly hate.
-you even have to say no to all the things that really meant great to you.

..some times you'd even have to cope up with the worse case scenarios
-your friends disappointing you.
-or different persons bugging you about different things.

..and then you would have to give up lots of things.
-great opportunities
-and even the things or persons that's really important to you.

it's really really tiring.

..but i'll never give up.
.no i'll not!!!!



......kip doing what you're doing.

..intramurals...'09-'10

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..last week
.the school of our lady of la salette..launched our annual sports feast..

..to start of
.we all had a mass.,
..where in the 'tres juanitos' together with the other section and the choir members solemnly[?] lead the whole student body to the singing of the mass songs..due to public demand...xD; as sister beth called us.."the treasures of the school".

.then, right after the mass, we were all instructed to prepare for the very historical parade..or as i would like to call.."stroll"...well, it just so happen that instead of doing the traditional motorcade we all just took a few steps and gathered to our so called covered court..
.there, we were all astonished by our pretty muses and unbelievably handsome escorts,
..the presentation of the muses and escorts were followed by the torch lighting which was always controversial for the higher levels...murmurs like this was heard during this event..[in filipino language] "why him/her?".."they're the captain ball.".."them?"..a pause will be made because of a deep realization.."yeah they deserve it.".......
.after lighting the torch..
.all captain ball will be called for the..i'm not sure of the term..but this is where they reach for the ball and see who catches it.....


..after standing that long.,
..different events and booths are now started.,
.one of the most famous booth is the KANLUNGAN's cineme booth..where in different movies are showed...
.but as i said earlier other events are also started..
.first stop...
..volleyball and basket ball game..
..the volleyball game seemed okay for me..since all efforts are acknowledged..
..unfortunately for the basketball game..all efforts seemed to be wasted...for the cheerers of course... the game had really been a crap...so much for a happy ending?..

..so the next day.
...the second day is usually where all things start to heat up.
..this day..
.i went very busy..joining this and that..
.volleyball....scrabble...badminton..
.it's a really big shock that i still have the energy to proceed with our cheering practices..
..well, thanks to the stress removing acquaintances that i had.........picture taking always makes things better..




..yup, we definitely had fun doing this..here's another of our shots...








..after this..we all proceed to our death defying cheering practices..
..where in another stunt was added by our loving moderator ms. angie....
.a really big good luck since this will be our last practice..

..the next day,
..the day most of us is waiting for...
.....the presentation day for the mass demonstration of the elem..




..and the most awaited cheering competition for the high school,,,
..here's a bit of how we've prepared for this...



..doing make-ups and hair-do's...



..the finish product..





..and when..this was done..
...all of us went bored until the championship games started..


..and today,the winners were announced.
..hurray for the blue eagles!!
..-so far dominant!!
..lab ya guys!!

..disappointments

...hmmmmm...
..have you ever been in a situation when even someone whom you really trusts disappoints you in the most unexpected way?
.that's the thing that i've noticed lately.....
..everyday...since the start of the week,i've been continuously disappointed in many different situations by many different people..

..i'm sure this isn't something that is planned
.but i couldn't see why it keeps on happening,
..i just think of it as something that will result to a greater thing...
[i'll be needing all the lucks]

..but in spite of all the disappointments that kept bothering me,
..i'm still very thankful
.that i have my friends to be there for me[well,of course the real ones]
..and i'm sure they won't be disappointing me........
.and that they will always be there.

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G-O eagles GO!!!

..urgh!!
..cheer leading practices are so exhausting!!!!
.try doing egg rolls over and over again.............
..good thing it's really worthwhile!!
.and it's fun interacting with the other students!!

..actually,
.we're still very lucky to have ms.angie as our instructor!!
..she's totally cool!!
...and really approachable!!

..i just hope..we do good at the presentation day!!
..that's for all the groups of course!!


..hmmm!!
.can't wait to start our intramurals!!

..the nicest things about having friends

1.you have a shoulder to lean on when we cry.
2.you never run out of a hand to help.
3.you always have a backup.
4.your secrets are kept on a living treasure chest, with no maps to find it.
5.if your broke,you have lots of piggy banks to crack.
6.doing homeworks are a lot easier.
7.if you're sick, somebody's there to act as nurse.
8.if someone criticized you, there is someone to say "never mind them"
9.if you tripped into something, someones gonna catch you
10. and most importantly, you will never run out of cute naughty angels behind your ears, whispering lots of compliments,bringing lots of fun and most importantly, carrying a stone to throw to those who piss you off.

..my realizations

..this past days,since we've been back from our vacation.,
..i have realized 3 things:

..1st

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-this thought came up to me while i was simply staring at the wall, i think through what i have been doing for the rest of my life and concluded that i've been a numskull and it's simply because i have been trying my best to fit into someone's life which is incredibly pointless because it is better for someone to like you without putting much effort into changing rather than present yourself with much glitters and still look the worst.

..2nd

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-this is something i'm really familiar with but always find it irrelevant, and now, i have proven it's essence, it's just like solving a math problem using a complicated formula when you can just simply add it to get the answer..and this is what kept on happening, i've been into lots of problems lately and found myself devastated in the end and now i realize that the best way to solve those problems,is to simply ignore then forget.

..3rd

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-this one i just came up with this very minute,but i've been thinking for the right words thoroughly,this is because of some criticism i got from big-headed persons,at first i felt really down with their perceptions of me but then i remembered what i've read from the phenomenal book 'sophie's world' that people have different perceptions and those perceptions vary from what kind of persons they are and for those who hate me...awwwhhh.."such a looser"!!

..what i love about halloween

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..what i love about halloween is that it also means SEM-BREAK for us students!![yipee!!]
.well,yesterday was the last day of our school!!hurray!!
.,after we had our COCC all of us were like shouting "yehey!!sem-break na! pwede na mag pc!!"..."makakatulog na ko magdamag!!" "di na gigising ng maaga".."mamimiss ko kayo!!"...
..wahaha.,
..but it's just a short period of time.,
.its just for six days[para lang tayong binagyo]!!
..and the worst part is.,
..exams are coming!!
..hmpft!!
...i guess we just have to live this sem-break to the fullest!!
..hope we can!!

..enjoy your halloween!!
,don't forget to pray for our departed loved ones!!
..hehe!!

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..jumping madness.,

..yesterday,us juanitos found ourselves enjoying the fun of not having classes.,
.it started of by just sitting around talking to each other.,
until we saw the greatness of having so many rubber bands.,
.so at first.,we had fun playing a game called "moon" wherein we throw rubber bands.,
.,we had fun adding so many obstacles in the game and cheering for each other every time we win.
..but we got tired of it
.,that's why we just tied all the rubber bands together to form a some kind of garter that we used to play the jumping game called "chinese garter".,
..we formed two teams and chose jelaii and batchaii to be the mothers or the team captain.,
i was part of romelyn's group but unfortunately.,
.we found ourselves loosing at the time we got to the bending part.,[so much for a happy ending!!] but still having fun is the most important right?

..but our jumping madness didn't end there.,
we also played ten-twenty.,
.with,of course new groups.,
..and this time.,
..we found ourselves leading the game.,

..but of course all good things comes to an end.,
.when it was time for our lunch break.,
.we decided to cut the game of.,
...and give ourselves a chance to splurge on our lunches!!

..pretenders must go to hell

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-yup.,i love what my teacher ms.rivas told us this morning.

..and i do hate pretenders!![though i could be one at times]

.well.,i felt the need to blog it since as far as i can observe....i am evidently surrounded by many of them.,
..[and i'm aware of that]
.it's not really bothering or else so.,but it's really awful that others will be pretending just to hide what they're really feeling or what they are aiming for.,

..so mind those people.,take note of this.,
.,i'm ready to kill for the sake of world peace!![kidding].
...really,i know you,and i'm certainly not afraid!!

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..and it's donE

..yesterday we went to get our class cards.,
....and unfortunately.,for me..just as i've expected.
..my grades fluctuated[in math and chem]
.that's why.,sadly i'm not a part of the top ten anymore

.but it's okay..
..it's my friends naman who entered in exchange of me.
..and i know that there's a reason why that heppened,.

..and besides.,
..it's not too late to catch up.,

..haha

.if i could!!

..cArd day=doomS day

..gosh!!
.card day is coming!!
.and i wish i wouldn't disapoint my mom and dad!!
..i've tried my best to maintain my grade.
.but it's just too hard!!

.well,,,i can still hope for the best can't i?

..no worries!! i'm sure i'll get through this!!

..right?